I feel the sun baking my cold soul as I stare at you, a person I once loved and maybe still do.
I felt excruciating pain and heard my heart go off like a cacophony.
When you turned around and walked away a little bit of me died inside.
But I am afraid what we had was gone…
You fell in love with someone new, someone prettier, someone smarter and someone that makes you laugh.
I wish things were different but we fucked it up you fucked me up.
And now all I have are the memories that are imprinted in my brain.
Its keeping me captive as a prisoner and the sound of your voice deafening all my senses.
I am haunted by the image of you of us and what we could have been.